ah thnap!

Sunday, the proverbial...sabbath day. which is actually saturday, but the party people moved it to sunday. go figure. i went to church today, thats about it. i called beth to see what was going on and she had things to do... she called around 7 and we talked for a few minutes, but she had other people to call? i dont know, i just tried calling her back a minute ago and i heard the "line busy" beep. damn girl! 2 hours! wait a minute... shes a girl, nevermind. i wanted her to come over and watch the nightmare before christmas but it was over at 7:30... so darn. i didnt get to see her at all this weekend. sad. at least i have 1st period with her tomorrow...woo. then i get to see her throughout the whole day...woo. but i digress.... i wish her and i were together again, at least in the sense that were dating. shes my first kiss after all... and i just want things to be right...because i want to see where things go and how far they go. good experience for me i guess. i really need it.