A Poem and Some Updates

We Wear The Mask by Paul Laurence Dunbar
We wear the mask that grins and lies,
It hides our cheeks and shades our eyes,-
This debt we pay to human guile;
With torn and bleeding hearts we smile,
And mouth with myriad subtleties

Why should the world be overwise,
In counting all our tears and sighs?
Nay, let them only see us, while
We wear the mask.
We smile, but, O great Christ, our cries
To Thee from tortured soul arise.
We sing, but oh, the clay is vile
Beneath our feet, and long the mile;
But let the world dream otherwise,
We wear the mask.

Got that from Erica^^
hmm...anything new....maybe so i think. my idea that i could get kristin to even just go to prom with me just kinda died. its not like i didnt want to ask her emotions and stuff kept getting in the way. good idea...just died on the vine. otherwise...things are ok i guess. we got satellite tv so thats a major plus. takes my mind off things. travis and madison broke up...saddened me greatly. thot those 2 were goin places. :-( ...oh well....this just showed me how little hope i have left. and...yeah...hope..gone. for now at least. i dunno. stuff sucks. i wish i could find a decent girl out there but it seems that i lost the last one...arg....anyway, thats a shortened version of my usual depressing rant.

--later