life marches on...and a poem! egads..

oh my goodness...where to begin...the week has been a blur thank god, it went by really quickly. so lets skip ahead to the glorious weekend. friday: Dr. Gonzo gave legal advice to Ahab and Jacques...Ahab chose to ignore my counsel on many an occasion so i let him go as a client. we all went on a journey to find the American Dream. the main nerve was in sight but alas, just out of reach. the closest we got was wal mart...where every broken down trailer-trash welfare leecher can be a manager...the american dream was afoot but nay, not in this god forsaken place. we had investigated the mall previously...not there either. so at about 9:30 pm or so we all got tired, and we blazed back to my house where i promptly got out and kissed the sweet, sweet ground. then after that...i severely wanted to talk to ashley because her computer had been messing up so she couldnt see what i was writing...if i recall correctly i did talk to her...or maybe not...idk...saturday: got fitted for a tux...got some pants...bought some dvds at blockbuster...home...waited for ashley to get on cuz i had been missing her dearly for like 2 nights in a row...watched 2 1/2 of my 3 dvds...and...Dr. Gonzo hasnt been too well lately, theres things hes gotta tell someone but shes increasingly hard to corner and make plans with. if i really wanted to i could just tell her over this impersonal chatter box known as a computer but NO! in person or nothing! unless it doesnt happen within the next week...then ill be forced to...
anyways, i have a very important meeting with my bed, its a very demanding client so i must get there quickly....
Sincerely, Doctor Gonzo

"Love"
its a many splendored thing
people spend years searching all the wrong places
high, low, near, far...
though everyone has it inside, some choose to unite it with another.
success? failure?
rejection...
hope dies...
pierced with a thousand daggers...
bleeds to death...
it is excruciating.
it is pain.
it is agony.
it is beautiful.
it is love.