life=bitch

well um...as you can see by the title im not in the greatest of moods at the current moment. ive just been questioning the whole faith versus fate thing. should one have faith that someday they may find someone or believe fate has someone out there for them? i personally dont know...but i choose faith. recent developments have pushed me towards this choice. although in the grand scheme of my plight, choice is an illusion. everything I choose ends up backfiring...say someone else made that choice, then it would work fine for them and maybe even for me or whoever. but yeah, im just kinda empty right now...feel terrible. so goodnight and good luck..hey thats a movie

--later