Just live and breathe, try not to die again...

well hasnt this week been an absolute hoot. it feels like the first time when we broke up, that she doesnt hate me and wouldnt mind me talking to her...but nah, everytime i think about...um...well if you know who im talkin about u know...anyway, everytime i think about her it makes me feel like im cheating. then i remember and its like "oh, right, im free". ..As i sit here just remembering everything. Sometimes i wish i hadnt done what i did. How and why did i? Love is an ideal i can see in the near future perhaps. Even so soon after this messy breakup. Yes, now so soon i feel i can. i liked her before she-who-must-not-be-named came back into my life...and i dunno..im gonna stop talking about that right now...um...tomorrow, ashley and i may be a) going with her friends somewhere or b) her and i to a movie. she didnt make it to the explorers party last night but thats cool, her sister was in town and they havnt seen each other in a while. very understandable. then tuesday..school...damnit..! but yeah...im done here

--Later , The Don